Your Path to a Healthy Lifestyle:









Jogging is fun.

:(

My pc received a minor operation but I still don't see it getting any better. The doctor asked me to bring it back to him on tuesday. I can't wait, I can't live without the pc. T_T Please don't treat me like this. Sigh.

Breakdown

My pc has broken down, so does my heart. Everything in this world just turned black and white all of a sudden, I can't live without my dekstop! Poor dekstop, master is gonna send you to the ICU first thing in the morning, hope it's all fine and you'll be back alive in no time!

Rediscovering Myself

Hello, I’m back. Before I start, I would like to apologise for the “frequent” update. My life’s dullness is not worth blogging anyway. Ever since holiday starts, I’ve been keeping myself at home, doing nothing more than eating, sleeping, watching drama and playing online games. Days and days just passed by, just like that. It’s the kind of life I’m looking forward to when I was preparing for my finals. We always anticipate good things to come, especially the excitement of a trip. But how many of these event will truly live up to our expectations? Plan does not always work out the way you want.

I was not gifted in anyway, no matter physically nor mentally, just an average human. I was born short and thin, but I’m not trying to say that I hate physical appearance, it’s a fact after all. Just that sometimes it feels like you’re easily ignored no matter what you do, more like a disadvantage. For instance, height disadvantage created a gap between me and others, it’s harder to blend into the group. Also, sometimes when you walk into a restaurant and nobody serves you etc. The waiter looks down on you, sad isn’t it? Some think that it is an insult; some say it’s a disadvantage, but I’ve got used to it. At least, I have learned to overcome all these displeasing obstacles. How? Tahan lor, I have a high level of tolerance now. =D Thx to these people.

Years passed by and I’m now 20 years old, I have not achieved anything GREAT yet, but I did achieve something, at least, that I’m proud of. None of them are academic though... Haha. Let me see.

Primary School ( SJKC Puay Chai)

- Badminton doubles 2^nd place

- Basketball 2^nd place

- Football 2^nd place

- Performed on stage (has been my dream since I was young)

- Scored 5 A’s in UPSR

Well, primary days have been my best memory, I have no regrets, none at all because I have cherished every moment, met a lot of friends, and we’re still in touch. However, whether you like it or not, you will grow up and will have to move on. You can leave nothing behind but memories.

Secondary School (SMK Taman SEA)

- Long jump 3^rd place

- Triple jump 2^nd place

- Dodge ball 2^nd place (Not a slightest memory, but I found the plaque)

- Participated in a poem contest (never won but it’s a breakthrough)

- Never passed a single Chemistry paper before (except SPM)

Nothing really special about my secondary life except some accomplishment in my co-curriculum, but I’m glad that I was in the “in-nest” class with a lot of pretty girls and hyperactive monkeys, especially when I was in form 4 and 5. They bring the class into life, action, cheered everyone up. Classroom life was never dull when they’re around. Thank you dear form 4 & 5 mates!

College (Taylor’s University College)

- Scored my first and ONLY Distinction (Foundation)

- A girl friend!

- Managed to achieve a uniform result since then. (straight P’s)

My college life is… Pathetic, no comments.

Basically, that’s an overview of my “achievements”. Laugh all you want, I don’t care. Anyway, most of my primary and secondary awards were co-curriculum awards. It might be nothing special, but at least it proves that I’m not a geek! Woohoo! Perhaps some of you might be wondering how in the world a shorty could win a basketball medal, or how long jump medal is possible with such short legs!? Yes, I got it, with my own effort. Strange, but I like to push myself to the extreme back then. It was the determination that made me succeed in everything I do, but years passed by and I’ve gone lazier and lazier and finally determination is what I lack most.

Recently, I have trouble sleeping at night. Most of the times my mind will be wandering off, thinking back what I’ve done so far. Whether I’ve done enough for my studies, have I pushed myself to greater boundaries rather than staying at the same position or even worse. Been worrying about my exam results, swear that I’ll study better in the following semester but it will still be the same, laziness takes place and the result will still be the same.

SO, I want to set a target for myself this time, I’m turning 21 years old in the coming year. Since 2008 will be a wonderful year, I’m gonna list down some of the things that I’ll do in order to achieve something that not only me, but my friends and family are proud of. (too lebih) I don’t want any regrets on my 21^st. Although I might not be able to accomplish all of them, at least I am willing to try my best to.

1) Enter the casino on my 21^st birthday

2) Climb Mt. Kinabalu (I’m serious this time, cousin)

3) Try to at least score all Credits for my academic result

4) Get a new car

5) Start a business plan

6) Grow fatter (forget about height, near impossible)

7) Pick up a foreign language

8) Participate in internship

9) Upgrade my computer

10) Club

That’s all for the moment, can’t think of anything else yet. I really hope not to disappoint my parents anymore especially in my academic results. Who doesn’t want their parents to be proud of them? I have feelings too, I want to be praised, be loved, and I want others to feel my existence. Quite emo. =/ but true la, who doesn’t.

It might be too early for me to say this, but I hope that everyone will have their goals set in the coming year, and I also hope that everyone will be able to achieve them. Nothing feels better than achieving your own goal! So, set it, chase it and achieve it! Lastly, if this post is nothing more than a trash to you, you can just ignore it. Good night.